healing process

  • The Power of Imagination

    A lot of times, I think about how complicated yet simple antibiotics are. They are complicated in their effects on the human body and the ways that they kill bacteria. Yet they are a blunt, simple tool that can kill… Continue reading

  • Increasing Levels of Aggression

    More and more, I’m convinced that the main infection that caused my leg problems and cognitive problems was Bartonella, not Lyme Disease. This is happening as I increase the amount I coil for Bartonella and get closer and closer to… Continue reading

  • Interpretations

    Yesterday was a big day for me. The feeling of walking like it’s a natural motion and the feeling of standing like it is a stable position, have revolutionized my world. I really believe I will heal. Not just get… Continue reading

  • Standing on Solid Ground

    I woke up in the middle of the night last night. I got up to go to the bathroom. Then something wonderful happened: I was standing on solid ground. It was a sensation as tremendous as an earthquake, only it… Continue reading

  • Somethings old, somethings new

    I went on a trip at the beginning of March to the deserts of southern California with my husband. I took about 8 days off from coiling to go on the trip. It gave me time to think about lots… Continue reading

  • Functional Cure

    The buzzword in the HIV/AIDS community these days is “functional cure.” It’s based on two studies in which some people who have been treated early in their HIV infection with anti-retroviral drugs are able to keep the infection at bay… Continue reading

  • Inaugural Bike Ride

    Last Wednesday, I went for my first bike ride on my new bike. I got a brand new bike as a birthday present (thanks to Joe, Mom & Dad) as part of my goal to rebuild my health. And to… Continue reading

  • Diversions

    Every now and then I remind myself that the reason for time is so everything doesn’t have to happen all at once. I need this reminder because when I feel bad, I don’t want to do anything. Then when I… Continue reading

  • Return to Juicing

    I write about juicing from time to time because it is both the best way I’ve found to detox and the hardest to do regularly. Somehow I managed to make a big batch yesterday, enough for today as well. So… Continue reading

  • Control vs Cure

    I went to my very first Lyme Support Group on Thursday night. It was eye opening. In some ways, it reminded me of the camaraderie of the room where I went to get iv Rocephin for three months. It was… Continue reading