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Ebbs and Flows

Thursday, August 11, 2011

I’ve been thinking a lot about fluid today.

It started with no night sweat last night (and not very much sleep either). Water retention.

This morning, I had repeated loose stools. Water flowing out.

Throughout the day, my body has vacillated between urinary hesitation and urgent urination. Water stopped and starting.

I’ve been thirsty. So lots of water and electrolyte drinks. Water flowing in.

Excessive sweating during the day. Water leak.

With all this going on, my heart has been a mess. After a three and a half hour nap, it was calm and peaceful as long as I was lying down. When I sit up (like now), my blood pressure is low and my heart is pounding hard. Drought?

On a side note, I’ve been freaking out about my heart. I feel like this illness is wearing it out prematurely. I love living and want to have a long life. I’m afraid that my heart will give out much sooner than I’m ready to go.

Coiling

  • Babesia, liver, 10 minutes
  • Candida, abdomen, 10 minutes; chest, 2 minutes

Detox

  • long nap
  • lots of water

Body

So I only slept three hours last night. Too much on my mind. My body gets tired and weak, but my mind keeps going. Somehow the sunshine of the afternoon soothed the thoughts into submission (like the melody of a snake charmer).

Upon waking, my arms were numb then tingling. I haven’t had that symptom in a while, but it definitely goes back to 2001 when all this mess began. This is as expected. Constitutional homeopathic remedies are known for causing a recurrence of old symptoms.

I’m still feeling weak, especially in my muscles. Pain in my chest. Pain in my hands and arms and upper back. Floaters in my vision. Ears popping and sinus congestion. Pain in my ear canals. Altered vision with a sense of being off balance. Swollen lymph node, left side of my sacrum.

Need to stop typing and lie down.

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