After two days of difficulty breathing, I’m feeling moody and off-kilter. I feel like I lost another whole week of not getting to do the things I’d like to do. It isn’t totally true, but I spent some time cleaning up after Punky (not enough to finish) and talking to friends before I lost all that time to the procaine allergy. Today I’ve been on the phone again a lot. Phone calls help me to sit still or lie down, which I need to do because I get winded when I stand up or walk around.
Tonight, I was pretty tired. After a ten minute meltdown with a good friend, I was done with phone calls, even though there are many people I’d like to talk to. I watched Ocean’s 12 with my mom. It was pretty bad. But we got to hang together for a bit. I’m thinking I could use a day to rest, breathing comfortably, and getting myself back on track. Maybe tomorrow.
I’m skipping Bartonella again, even though I might be losing ground by missing days. I still feel too on edge and like my system is overloaded. So I’m sticking to my daily basics.
- Babesia, chest, 4 minutes 30 seconds; liver, 4 minutes 30 seconds
- Candida, abdomen, 10 minutes
I’m so wiped out that I didn’t start any more of the new homeopathic remedies.
- homeopathic support
- extra water
- benedryl (at bedtime)
- skin brushing
- castor oil pack on abdomen
I slept through the night last night. No night sweat. No sleeplessness.
I woke up with a tingling pain and a feeling of heaviness in my limbs. I was so tired that I ended up going back to sleep on the BioMat right after I thought I was getting up.
Most of the day, I was tired. I was breathing better, but I had a heavy ache in my chest, as though there was something bearing down on it. I still got winded when I tried to do some light housework, like sauteing my cabbage. I was also very emotional today, very out-of-sorts. Nothing seemed right.
Tonight, I have a headache. My eyes hurt. I need a break.