healing process

  • Baby love

    I spent this afternoon with my nephew. He’s wonderful. He looks at me with a big smile when he sees me. Even though he was tired and cranky (even babies have bad days sometimes), he was fun to be around.… Continue reading

  • Getting settled

    It’s so nice to be with my sister and my nephew. I love them both very much. I’ve noticed that I’ve gotten quieter over the years. I prefer to look and listen and learn before asking questions. My nephew is… Continue reading

  • On the road

    We drove all day. It took 9 hours (including 2 stops for meals and one 10 mile detour) to reach Williamsburg, VA. I did 2.5 hours of driving. It was plenty for me. My mother is an angel to do… Continue reading

  • Packing up

    I’m heading to visit my sister and her family in the morning. I’ll be gone for a few weeks, so I’m taking my coil machine and BioMat. I’ve spent the evening packing, deciding what to bring, cleaning out the fridge… Continue reading

  • Sleepy, Happy

    Two of the seven dwarves? I enjoyed my retreat immensely. Lots of laughter and good ideas. Lots of people time. Lots of hugs. Not enough sleep. Too much moving around. Let’s not discuss the food situation. When I’m connected to… Continue reading

  • Emotional Recharge

    I’m heading off to a retreat today. I’m going with a group of people, some of whom I know well, and some of whom I don’t. These retreats are an important part of my healing process. They break the isolation… Continue reading

  • The Protein Conundrum

    When I started reconfiguring my diet to deal with long term illness, my doctor wanted me to start eating meat again. It had been years since I put animal flesh in my mouth, and I didn’t relish the thought of… Continue reading

  • Hot in the city

    In Queens, NYC, where I live, it was well above 90 deg F today. Tomorrow it’s supposed to hit 100. That’s hot. Summers are usually my best months. The infections start to let off on their major activity. I get… Continue reading

  • Waking up again

    There is a phenomenon that I’ve experienced over and over since I’ve been sick. I call it waking up, but it usually happens when I’m already literally awake. It goes like this: I have a number of consecutive days (somewhere… Continue reading

  • B-12

    When I got debilitated by Lyme disease and it’s co-infections in 2007, I was a vegetarian. The usual kind, I ate vegetables and grains, lots of tofu, cheese and eggs. I ate too many cookies and probably not enough protein.… Continue reading